I'm sick of people thinking that their life is so hard.
I'm sick of people bitching that things aren't going the way they want.
Welcome to life.
I swear the slogan for it has to be
Life: Not always fair, what the fuck you gonna do about it?

Don't like it?
Get out.
Can't handle it?
Slip that blade against your skin.

Just stop bitching and complaining
Stop moaning and groaning
Just because things aren't turning out the way that you planned
Doesn't mean that anyone else really wants to hear about it
And if they do it's because they haven't heard it
20 fucking million TIMES
Already

I'm pretty sure everyone is sick
Sick of pretending to listen
Sick of offering advice
(It's not like anyone listens anyways)
Sick of ungrateful people
Sick of hearing the complaints
Sick of
You

So I find that when I least want to think about things is when I get overwhelmed by thoughts.

Today I was thinking about some things that I talked about with a friend of mine a couple days, and about the way that I felt that night. I'm not going to go into details...in fact I'm not gonna explain it at all but what I will say is that in all this time I have never given up hope on that things will work out for the better.

I know that no matter what that things are going to end up as I have always hoped they will. I'm sure of it. Almost as sure as I'm sitting here writing about my random thoughts that came to me today.

All I could think of last night when I finally closed my eyes and started drifting off into dreams was the comfort and security I felt when I fell asleep the other night curled up in a strange bed, in a town I do not live in (but call home nonetheless), enjoying the last moments of ecstacy before falling into dreamless sleep. And all I could think of was that I want to feel that way every single day for the rest of my life.

Right now I know I can't. But eventually I know that it will come to pass.

So I just got my quickest ever. I just posted my Master of Puppets manipulation and less than three minutes after uploading it BAM I have a

Today is good. ^_^

Ok so I know that it's not that big of a deal considering a lot of people have over 1000 but hey for me it's pretty nifty.

Thanks to all of you who have viewed my page. I doubt I'll be updating my journal that much but maybe. Who knows.

I have been looking through Deviant these last few weeks trying to get inspiration for some new artwork and I finally decided what to do.

I am currently working on a couple of series right now.
Elementals:
Earth (completed) <url=[link]icture</url>
Air
Fire
Water
Spirit

7 Deadly Sins:
Lust
Envy
Pride
Wrath
Sloth
Gluttony
Greed

There will probably be a third series but I haven't decided on it yet.